Thursday, August 11, 2005

Aug. 11, 2005

I am almost back to myself again! I can't believe how much energy I have. For the past 7 months my body has been cut up, put out, or drugged up every few weeks. My body is finally like, "I'm free! I'm free!"
I started Tamoxifen 3 days ago, and so far no hot flashes! :) I don't have to see my oncologist for six months., I'm doing that well! I am excited about life, and I am getting used to my new normal (though, I don't think not being able to feel my whole front side will ever be normal.) I'm getting there. I don't think about my numbness much anymore, and I can toss about in bed with ease. Finally, restful sleep!
I get my port taken out on Monday, YEAH!! I can wear a seat belt again!
I am getting used to not living in "cancer-mode." My life can now be about other, more interesting things. :) God has been more than faithful to me.
Lots of love, Alicia

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